I am not used to doing this kind of things but i just need to write this down. I hate the fact of being such a shy person. Being like that is keeping me away of getting some things i want. I wish i had the courage to speak up, to say everything that is on my mind. Let all those things free. Let people know how much i know, show them i not stupid, i'm smart.
Sometimes i ask myself if i'm doing the right thing, choosing this course. I'm pretty sure that I'm where i belong, but the problem is that I haven't found my people yet. I know this is a university and everyone is on their own, but i just need someone with whom i can rely on. Being able to be who i am, without any kind of shame, insecurity or any negative thing.
I want things to change, and i will make it for real because as i said before, all this stuff is keeping me away from my dream, in a certain way. I like being noticed and admired for all my success. I know i have to improve and learn many things, but i do know i am good enough to get everything i want. It will take hard work, bad times, ups and downs and some people will try to bring me down, but all that will make me get through this because i'm strong enough to know the truth.
I have to focus on my dream, follow it and get it. I need determination. I want to be sure of myself, even if i am mistaken, it's ok, i'm on this earth to learn. I have no problem to admit if i do something wrong. But why is it so difficult for me to trust my feelings? my knowledge? I've been studying this for many years, i know i have all it takes to be good.
I have to change this as soon as possible because i can't go on in this way. I will work hard and try to be honest with myself. I will speak my mind whenever i want, and let people know what i think. But first, i have to learn to trust my mind, my thoughts, my feelings and be sure of myself.
If you're reading this, and you have an opinion about all this. Send me an e.mail: neeext.-@hotmail.com
Whoever is reading this, and can understand me, THANK YOU!
Todo es y nada a la vez, puede que
los días se sientan infelices por el mal uso que se le dan, pero eso es culpa
nuestra, la condición humana hace que todo luzca tan superficial. Yo no lo veo
así, sino peor.
Palabra tras palabra, efecto de ajenjo en cada sílaba,
los acentos empalan los mejores sentimientos y las comas cuando resuenan se
demoran más que el mismo tiempo.
Tú, el experto que sólo hizo un buen intento y yo, yo mejor no digo nada.
Los momentos se quedan en solo instantes, luz neón en mis ojos destello a tu oscuridad. Te levantas y el jardín sigue en su lugar, eso ya me cansó. Extraños pasan detrás de mi casa, algún día preguntaré sus nombres. No es el temor a ser distintos si no a ser iguales. El calor fastidia, pero el tuyo me consumió. Una practica eterna para mejorar, ya no interesa el color de tus ojos, ni la caída de tu cabello, el olor de tu cuerpo, mucho menos la humedad de tus labios. Claro, que si todo fuese más sencillo, no tendría porque escribir esto. Sólo quedaron nuestras sombras enmarcadas a la pared. La libertad se redujo en montón de palabras, al menos para nosotros. No todas las historias tienen buen final, pero contigo fue un buen clímax.
Y el dijo:
-¿Te puedo besar? -No, ve cómo andas, no hagas cosas de las que después te vayas a arrepentir -No me arrepiento de nada
Los momentos se quedan en solo instantes, luz neón en mis ojos destello a tu oscuridad. Te levantas y el jardín sigue en su lugar, eso ya me cansó. Extraños pasan detrás de mi casa, algún día preguntaré sus nombres. No es el temor a ser distintos si no a ser iguales. El calor fastidia, pero el tuyo me consumió. Una practica eterna para mejorar, ya no interesa el color de tus ojos, ni la caída de tu cabello, el olor de tu cuerpo, mucho menos la humedad de tus labios. Claro, que si todo fuese más sencillo, no tendría porque escribir esto. Sólo quedaron nuestras sombras enmarcadas a la pared. La libertad se redujo en montón de palabras, al menos para nosotros. No todas las historias tienen buen final, pero contigo fue un buen clímax.
Y el dijo:
-¿Te puedo besar? -No, ve cómo andas, no hagas cosas de las que después te vayas a arrepentir -No me arrepiento de nada
-Y el me beso.
Lo bueno de los vacíos es que siempre hay algo con qué llenarlos.
Y frecuento ausencias para encontrarme. No soy tus ganas, no soy tu vecino, no soy tu salida ni tu entrada, no soy tu fuerza pero si tu debilidad, no comimos juntos pero hicimos el amor, no soy tu burla, no soy tu ambición, tampoco soy tu deseo. Hubiese querido ser más breve. Es el lánguido amor que te tengo, hasta hoy. De ahora en adelante contaré mis días y morderé recuerdos. Qué mi mente se expanda hacía el universo. Yo no pertenezco aquí.
Las letras nunca se han escrito solas.
Lo bueno de los vacíos es que siempre hay algo con qué llenarlos.
Y frecuento ausencias para encontrarme. No soy tus ganas, no soy tu vecino, no soy tu salida ni tu entrada, no soy tu fuerza pero si tu debilidad, no comimos juntos pero hicimos el amor, no soy tu burla, no soy tu ambición, tampoco soy tu deseo. Hubiese querido ser más breve. Es el lánguido amor que te tengo, hasta hoy. De ahora en adelante contaré mis días y morderé recuerdos. Qué mi mente se expanda hacía el universo. Yo no pertenezco aquí.
Las letras nunca se han escrito solas.
Is this love?
Have you ever been in love? Well, not always we made the right decision. In many cases people found it difficult to settle down; we think that we are doing it right but not. At the end of the day we get into our bed as usual, and we are completly alone. Without any kind of support. Of course not every one knows about this; So we keep it in secret at first but later on our attitudes are noticed, our face shows a smile, but deep down we want to cry our heart out.
The last time I fall in love was a week ago, I was sure that I had found that person who I would be a long time. That person told me a lot of sweet things which made me create a world where everything was perfect. I don't really know why a person can change so soon. It was so fast that, when you are in a relationship the faster you begin, the faster it ends. That's for me.
Nobody says it's easy, obviusly you will argue, you can have some diferences between you and your boyfriend or girlfriend but that's what makes the relationship stronger. If you are not able to face the situation when it comes to love, you'd better not be with anybody until you are ready to share your life with someone.
The next time I live sth like this again, I will take causion because I'm not fine. This sort of thing distracts me. It is not good when you let your liabilities apart, in order to be with your pair. I can't help thinking about the person who is really hurting me; I am not capable of concentrating in my studies, my work and my personal things. I'm making a fool of me :( I wish I hadn't fallen in love so soon; I want to be in peace and live without any kind of concern.
I know I'll be fine, but this is a shit. LOVE is beautiful but sometimes it really hurts
The last time I fall in love was a week ago, I was sure that I had found that person who I would be a long time. That person told me a lot of sweet things which made me create a world where everything was perfect. I don't really know why a person can change so soon. It was so fast that, when you are in a relationship the faster you begin, the faster it ends. That's for me.
Nobody says it's easy, obviusly you will argue, you can have some diferences between you and your boyfriend or girlfriend but that's what makes the relationship stronger. If you are not able to face the situation when it comes to love, you'd better not be with anybody until you are ready to share your life with someone.
The next time I live sth like this again, I will take causion because I'm not fine. This sort of thing distracts me. It is not good when you let your liabilities apart, in order to be with your pair. I can't help thinking about the person who is really hurting me; I am not capable of concentrating in my studies, my work and my personal things. I'm making a fool of me :( I wish I hadn't fallen in love so soon; I want to be in peace and live without any kind of concern.
I know I'll be fine, but this is a shit. LOVE is beautiful but sometimes it really hurts
Someone like you ♫ -Adele
I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,
Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,
You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,
Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,
You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,
I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,
Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Inalcanzable ♫
Te siento tan distante y tan cerca a la vez,
Descifrando, tu silencio...
Y entonces me imagino dentro de tu piel,
Pero pierdo, en el intento
Y por mas que busco darte amor,
Nunca te fijas en mi,
Si supieras que puedo morir por ti,
Por ti
Inalcanzable como estrella,
Tan distante
Un amor que es imposible,
Invisible como el aire,
Eres tan inalcanzable,
Tan sublime como un ángel,
Un amor que es imposible,
Como un fuego que no arde,
Te me haz vuelto inalcanzable,
Inalcanzable...
Pervivo en la vereda de tu soledad,
Cuando alguien, te lástima,
Que ganas de decirte que no hay nadie más
Que te ame, sin medida,
Como duele verte suspirar,
Porque no voy a ser feliz,
Si supieras que puedo morir por ti,
Por ti
Inalcanzable como estrella,
Tan distante
Un amor que es imposible,
Invisible como el aire,
Eres tan inalcanzable,
Tan sublime como un ángel,
Un amor que es imposible,
Como un fuego que no arde,
Te me haz vuelto inalcanzable,
Inalcanzable...
Inalcanzable como estrella,
Tan distante
Un amor que es imposible,
Invisible como el aire,
Eres tan inalcanzable,
Tan sublime como un ángel,
Un amor que es imposible,
Como un fuego que no arde,
Te me haz vuelto inalcanzable,
Inalcanzable...
Inalcanzable...
Inalcanzable...
Descifrando, tu silencio...
Y entonces me imagino dentro de tu piel,
Pero pierdo, en el intento
Y por mas que busco darte amor,
Nunca te fijas en mi,
Si supieras que puedo morir por ti,
Por ti
Inalcanzable como estrella,
Tan distante
Un amor que es imposible,
Invisible como el aire,
Eres tan inalcanzable,
Tan sublime como un ángel,
Un amor que es imposible,
Como un fuego que no arde,
Te me haz vuelto inalcanzable,
Inalcanzable...
Pervivo en la vereda de tu soledad,
Cuando alguien, te lástima,
Que ganas de decirte que no hay nadie más
Que te ame, sin medida,
Como duele verte suspirar,
Porque no voy a ser feliz,
Si supieras que puedo morir por ti,
Por ti
Inalcanzable como estrella,
Tan distante
Un amor que es imposible,
Invisible como el aire,
Eres tan inalcanzable,
Tan sublime como un ángel,
Un amor que es imposible,
Como un fuego que no arde,
Te me haz vuelto inalcanzable,
Inalcanzable...
Inalcanzable como estrella,
Tan distante
Un amor que es imposible,
Invisible como el aire,
Eres tan inalcanzable,
Tan sublime como un ángel,
Un amor que es imposible,
Como un fuego que no arde,
Te me haz vuelto inalcanzable,
Inalcanzable...
Inalcanzable...
Inalcanzable...
...Inalcanzable
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