Is this love?

Have you ever been in love? Well, not always we made the right decision. In many cases people found it difficult to settle down; we think that we are doing it right but not. At the end of the day we get  into our bed as usual, and we are completly alone. Without any kind of support. Of course not every one knows about this; So we keep it in secret at first but later on our attitudes are noticed, our face shows a smile, but deep down we want to cry our heart out.
 The last time I fall in love was a week ago, I was sure that I had found that person who I would be a long time. That person told me a lot of sweet things which made me create a world where everything was perfect. I don't really know why a person can change so soon. It was so fast that, when you are in a relationship the faster you begin, the faster it ends. That's for me.
 Nobody says it's easy, obviusly you will argue, you can have some diferences between you and your boyfriend or girlfriend but that's what makes the relationship stronger. If you are not able to face the situation when it comes to love, you'd better not be with anybody until you are ready to share your life with someone.
 The next time I live sth like this again, I will take causion because I'm not fine. This sort of thing distracts me. It is not good when you let your liabilities apart, in order to be with your pair. I can't help thinking  about the person who is really hurting me; I am not capable of concentrating in my studies, my work and my personal things. I'm making a fool of me :( I wish I hadn't fallen in love so soon; I want to be in peace and live without any kind of concern.
 I know I'll be fine, but this is a shit. LOVE is beautiful but sometimes it really hurts